Adopted at three days old into a German- and Swedish-descended family, Kris always felt slightly out of place. Her darker skin and quiet longing to know her origins set her apart, yet people told her she was “chosen” and shouldn’t search. Even her adoptive family felt betrayed when she began to look for answers.
When Indiana changed its laws, Kris seized the chance to uncover her past. With the help of a social worker, she opened long-sealed files and learned painful truths about her adoption. Meeting some relatives was overwhelming, forcing her to confront fears she had carried for years.
Four years later, a brother from her paternal side found her and welcomed her into his family. Though Kris still feels the ache of lost time and lingering inadequacy, she has crossed into a new life—one where she knows her origins, connects with her roots, and carries the strength of someone who faced the unknown and reclaimed her story.
Treatment and the road to stability from Bipolar Disorder
Kris had been living in a fog of moderate to severe depression for years. Each appointment with a new doctor ended the same way—with a diagnosis of “treatment-resistant depression” and no real path forward.
Driven by this hope, Kris embarked on a determined search for answers. Doctor after doctor, she sought out any glimmer of hope. She sometimes wondered if relief was even possible.
That moment finally arrived when Kris met a doctor who didn’t stop at the label of “treatment resistant.” This doctor listened carefully, piecing together the clues others had missed. The result was a breakthrough: Kris wasn’t suffering from depression alone but from bipolar disorder. This physician became a guide, offering a new diagnosis, a treatment plan, and—most importantly—hope.
With a prescription tailored to her real condition, Kris stepped into a new reality. For the first time in years, she felt the possibility of relief and a clearer path forward. But the journey was far from over. Adjusting to the new diagnosis, learning to take medication consistently, attending regular therapy and medical appointments became daily challenges.
As Kris moved further into treatment, she began to confront the deeper wounds left by years of misdiagnosis. Accepting her bipolar disorder became not just a medical shift but a personal reckoning. Through therapy and reflection, she began to integrate this part of her identity, learning that it did not define her worth but could shape her growth.
But slowly, she began to feel a sense of hope, control, and even pride in her progress.
Kris built consistency in self-care and learned to maintain stability over time. This road back to wellness isn’t a straight line, but she was no longer walks it without tools or support.
Before cancer, Kris’s world was full of ordinary joys. Kris worked on the walking website, spent time with family and friends, and explored a range of hobbies that made life feel rich and purposeful. It was a life built on movement, connection, and curiosity.
Then everything changed. One day Kris discovered a lump on the right side and went to the hospital. The initial diagnosis — a simple hematoma — offered relief, but that relief didn’t last. Kris’s regular doctor suspected something more serious and urged Kris to see a cancer specialist right away. After a two-week wait and a biopsy, the call to adventure became real: Kris had cancer.
In the confusion and fear of those first days, Kris turned to a trusted friend — a physician assistant who had been a mentor for years. She listened as Kris described the diagnosis, helped Kris understand what it meant, and gave encouragement not only at that first, life-altering moment but throughout the long months ahead.
Kris crossed the threshold into the unknown when treatment began. Six rounds of IV chemotherapy stretched ahead. There was a team of nurses and doctors providing support, but the path was grueling. Kris endured mouth sores, fevers, headaches, neuropathy, fatigue, and multiple hospitalizations between chemo rounds. Each cycle brought new challenges. At one point, with four rounds still to go, the exhaustion and pain were so severe that Kris began to question whether continuing treatment was possible.
That was the darkest point — the inmost cave of the journey. Yet Kris pressed forward, holding on to encouragement from loved ones, medical staff, and inner resolve. Finally, after the last infusion, Kris walked down the hall to the sound of nurses and doctors cheering and clapping. A month later, remission was declared. It was a moment of triumph and relief, a hard-won reward.
But the journey didn’t end there. The road back was steep. Kris had to relearn how to walk, rebuild fine motor skills like buttoning shirts, and undergo tests to make sure the heart had survived chemotherapy’s toll. Recovery was (and still is) another form of courage — quieter but no less important than the treatments themselves.
Today, Kris is still in the process of resurrection — regaining strength, rebuilding identity, and discovering what life looks like on the other side of cancer. The person who first found that lump is not the same person standing here now. The experience has transformed Kris with perseverance, vulnerability, and a deeper sense of purpose.
By sharing this story, Kris brings back something powerful — an “elixir” of hope, resilience, and understanding. This journey, though unwanted and unimaginable at first, has become a source of guidance and encouragement for others facing their own battles.
Welcome to Welcoming Hope.
I created this space because I believe that healing from mood disorders is not only possible—it’s within reach. Here, you’ll find encouragement, practical coping tools, and gentle guidance, all designed to help you feel supported.
At the heart of this site is journaling and expressive writing—simple yet powerful practices that can bring clarity, peace, and strength. Come walk this journey with me,
Kris Swenson
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